A 7 Hills walk lead us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!!

We returned back to our seats and started to exchange looks @ 20 or 30 times/min.. :D After 10mins or so, I realized that her father is looking at me,straight at ME!..as if I'm eating his piece of cake.. :O I was puzzled and didn't know what to do..so gave him a sheepish smile and started looking out of window humping some stupid song. Meanwhile, she saw me being caught by his dad,and started to giggle looking at me. I smiled at myself and secretly looked at her dad..he's looking straight into my eyes. O god! he caught me this time. "Hello! where are you going?" he asked. "Hiiiiii uncle! I'm heading to Trivandrum. You?" I enquired casually. "Chennai, do you know at what time this train reaches chennai?" he enquired. "I guess, by morning 6 or so.. You live in chennai?" I queried at her and she shook her head. Her dad did the same, "No, we are from Bangalore. We need to catch another train from there" he said. "Oh ok..", I'm not sure, how to continue the discussion further. "What are you doing currently? I'm studying or working?" he asked " Actually, I'm in between both.. going for training to Trivandrum for TCS" I said proudly. "Oh software job haa.. It's very common these days, all the youth is on it now-a-days.. living for only themselves and serving other nation. Personally I hate it" he flushed all his rage at a time. I'm dumbstruck, and I'm not sure whether to agree with him or go against. I just gave a nerd smile and glanced away. To continue the talk, I asked him "what's your profession uncle?" when she gave me a warning look. I didn't understand it, and her father gave a reply which made me tremble.."I'm a retired army man! who fought in Kargil war!!!" :O She caught my wide-opened fearful eyes and giggled. Oh God! why the hell, every possible worse thing happens to me only! I was just thinking how lucky I'm to see her again and now she's the daughter of an Army man..who hates my profession :( "Cool pradeep..cool! Still a lot to happen, you have to get her number..talk to her..and confirm that she doesn't have a boy friend..and she should like me! then I should bother about her father. A looooooong way to go pradeep, so be cool and don't bother her father..mother..or her caste and all. We'll take care of them later" I said to myself. "Our mission is to get her number or give mine. Nope, giving my number doesn't worked well last time(When I threw my number written in a paper & she didn't pick it). I'll somehow try giving mine only" thoughts ran in my mind, like an old film real..thinking of every stupid possibility to make my "Mission Accomplish". Meanwhile, it was dinner time..and I was about to open lot of boxes hat mom has packed for dinner as if 3 or 4 people has too eat it. Watching me, they also unpacked their dinner. Don't know what was wrong, except her.. her mom & My love story's villain closed their nose and was searching from where that smell was coming. I'm not sure what was wrong and everything seemed perfectly alright for me. Then , I realized they were looking at my box, which contains prawns, and mutton curry. Oops! I immediately glanced at my jaan, looking out for some help..then she played her hand over her neck symbolizing that "U are DEAD" and giggled. I don't know what to say, "Umm.. you don't eat non-vegetarian uncle?" , I tried to ask casually. "No! We don't!! though we are not brahmins.." he took a deeep breath and started to tell his adventurous, jaw dropping action packed falseback sorry, flashback "When I was in kargil, fighting against pakistan 's army..I saw blood flowing like river..I saw people dying in my hands. Then I pledged that, I never hurt anything and anyone. So, I resigned and came back from army after we won the war!" I thought of saying, " U must be kidding uncle. You fought with humans but why did you stop eating chicken and mutton funny!" but i didn't..gave him a tough look and a salute and said, "Great job!" . Now, I'm not sure what to do with all the non-veg packed by mom. I can't throw them, as I love it! I went to the side berth, which was a bit away from them and started to have my dinner and dreaming of how bad my future could be, If somehow we are into relation..... No non-veg..strict rules..no computer..definitely no parties or pubs! I finished dinner and went to wash hands..seeing my face in the mirror I thought, what kind of luck do you have idiot! The moment I turn back, she was right infront of me, laughing :D Before I could say something, her father was about to come over. So, I left from there and called home, talked about my journey & said will reach the next day afternoon to trivandrum. It was about 9.30pm and everyone started to fix their berths and going to sleep.There are 2 old people, so I adjusted to move on to Upper berth leaving lower & middle berth to them. It was rainy season and it started raining heavily, which made me shiver with cold, as we are in 2nd class compartment. I took a deep breath and turned sideways. I thought I'll find my villain, but I found my heroine staring at me :O. O my gosh! she looks gorgeous, in the dim light..white dress..dressing her black her and looking at me. Hmmmmm...what a feeling this was! Heat in my body neutralized the cold weather around me :D The rhythmic train sound started to play rehman's background music for our romantic scene going on between us. I wanna go and hug her..but just below there was the villain of my story, probably with big mustache..military dress with a big gun running behind me..that thought shattered my dreams. If I try talking to her & to share her my number or try taking hers..her father might watch that :( So, it was just like having heaven in front of me but was stopped by the stupid Gate-keeper :'( . So, I has nothing to do..except just looking into her eyes for seconds..minutes..and hours. We kept on starring at each other and I don't know when I slept... Qwweeeeeek.. train halted suddenly and the jerk woke me up and she was not there on my opposite berth. Oh shit! did Chennai came or what. I woke up very tense fully and jumped down. Which scared her mother who is reading newspaper. It was 6am and we are in the outskirts of chennai. I felt relaxed and smiled sheepishly at aunty and said a funny sorry to her. But I couldn't find my sweet heart..as and when I thought of her she came into the scene. She went for a face-wash i guess, came with a towel with her front hair wet and was falling over her face. What a beautiful thing to see, as soon as I woke up I thought :) She came and sat infront of me, near the window. "At what time train will chennai?.....Uncle" I asked to her and looked at uncle. "May be in 10mins, i guess", she replied. Heart came into my mouth "10 mins! Only 10 mins :O after that she will get off and i can never contact her again" my mind started to panic and warned me. What now? What now? I kept on thinking and asking myself. She also looked puzzled. But with her hands she is trying to tell me..and show me something. But I'm not able to figure it out. Train headed fastly towards the station and I could see the platform too. I sadly looked at her, she was showing some book in her hand and signalling to look up with her fingers. But it was time up! I quickly grabbed a pen and a piece of paper scribbled my number on it. "Hi! can I look at that India today book?" I asked her. "Yea sure..." she gave it to me without hesitating. I showing her that piece of paper & kept it inside that book and flipped some pages acting that I'm reading something and gave it back to her and said thanks! She gave a heartful smile back to me and happily packed all her things. But, still she was signalling something but I was not sure what that was about. Train halted and they stood up to leave. I also took water bottle emptied it and showed them, that I has to refill it and followed them onto the platform. They said bye.. and walked off. I stood there, watching them walk off..when she turned back, and gave a lovely smile and said "bye" with her eyes.. and she disappeared. I went back to my seat and was expecting that she might call or message me at anytime. But, I'm dumbstruck to see that the piece of paper, the only thing which could make unite us..is lying down on the floor. Shit! It fell of from that book..I ran towards the door with that paper, but by that time..the signal was green and train took off. I stood at the door step looking at that piece of paper, which was dancing to the wind and it finally flew off from my hand. "This is T.H.E E.N.D!!!! definitely" I thought. (Definitely... to be continued.............)

Lost in Ur thoughts..........

I look happy..but was lost, in ur thoughts..! My heart feels relaxed..but was worried about u..! My time appears precious..but was wasted, without being shared with u..! My life looks perfect..but inadequate, without u in it!!!

Dhooram...

Dhooram chese manushulni..dhooram
Gnapakaalu chese manasulni..daggara
Kaalam nerpenu paatalu..
Manasuki tagileni Gaayalu..!

A 7 Hills walk lead us to 7 steps of marriage (New Season)

And we fell apart..
Don't know whether she had taken my number or not! This is a very important IF condition, which decides the path of my life. I just, hope that she did took that paper and one-day she would definitely call me!
Days..weeks..and months passed by. It's been 45 days since I have seen her and my shoved head grew back normal. In the mean while, I'm just resting in home waiting for the call letter to join the firm. Since I'm idle, it was very difficult to control my thoughts for her. Whenever I see a romantic scene on tv or I read some news about tirupathi..my thoughts will turn to dreams of her..her smile..and her beauty! Hmm..i started to realize a funny feeling that, after just 4hrs of journey I'm missing her! Missing her Badly infact..!!!
On the other hand,Slowly..i experienced high-end of mom's love! Which made my love or infatuation look small n silly :( Me and Mom went out everyday..she took me for temples and I took her out for restaurants and movies. It's been 60 good.. lovely days at home, after which I received my joining letter & the training is in Trivandrum, kerala.
There are mixed emotions in home, my parents are happy that I'm going to live myself and also sad that I'm leaving them! Things are done, and I boarded the train heading to "The God's own country". I love travelling and so I started enjoying the journey. "Everything is fine, except one part of my life", the LOVE part. I cursed my luck & checked at my phone causally, 2 missed calls & 1 message.. unknown number. Blood rushed through my veins, when i imagined, "May be it's her!!! :O"
Blood pumped in and out of my Heart, fast enough to produce electricity from it. Anxiety made me unthinkable and I called the number, without even looking at the message expecting her sweet voice. I cleared my throat and was on my mark to go..call connected. "Hello.??" I throwed my word loudly "Hello..dude, where are you? We have reached trivandrum!!!" My friend srikanth enquired. "oh", I said disappointingly "umm I'm on the way, will reach tommorrow. I will call u then, I'm not feeling well..k bye" without listening to his reply I hang up. I laughed sarcastically at my own foolishness and went to sleep..
"ting ting ting...welcome to vijayawada!!" Railway announcement woke me up. Rubbed my eyes, and checked the time..its 5 in the evening, there are few new passengers in my opposite berth. A girl who is reading some magazine and I can see only her eyes..and two middle-aged couple probably their parents I guess. I went to wash my face, then I realized that they look familiar to me. Anyhow, I thought there is a new love story to happen. I went and sat at the window seat opposite to her. I can only see her eyes, and I can notice that she's smiling gazing at me as her eyes turn smaller when she did so. And even her parents are looking familiar to me. Oops! I don't think its a new story.. But, it's the old one only..O my gosh! It's the old one itself I guess. It is her! Whom I missed all these days.. Noticing that I remembered her..she kept the magazine away showing her beautiful face, which I missed for sooo long! I wanna go hold her tightly, but I cant :( All of a sudden I feel like 1KV of electricity passed all over my body, my mind went blank & Of my 5 senses only eyes are functioning, just watching her :)
We say into one others eyes for another 5- 10 mins and smiled at each other for a dozen times. Then i thought lets not waste this opportunity now.. "c'mon dude BE BRAVE! u gotta do this! " I said to myself. But before that, i need some input, whether she really missed me n love (atleast like) me or not & I got off from my seat, went to the door. My seat is the last box in the compartment and so, when i hang at the door i can see her. And i started spying her..she is cool for 5mins, after 10mins she looked a bit worried. Even then, i didn't show up. Finally, she came over searching, from her seat towards the door. She stood at wash basin styling her hair and looking for me..while i was facing the other side. Suddenly, i turned back, went towards her and all of a sudden, train squeaked a sudden break when she fell on me and held me. I was uncontrollable and held her a bit tight P.S. she didn't resist. I'm almost into heaven for 5 lovely mins. when she slowly moved from my arms. Today my luck is so great, the train hits one more break and she's in my arms again, this time more closer and tighter ;). Her breath is so warm, I can feel it on my chest. Woww..I thought, O God! please stop this moment forever.. I just want to hold her and stay like this for my entire life. The train's loud horn, scattered my dreams when she moved away, smiling & dressing her hair back her ears. She walked back to seat and i followed her, as i got answers for my doubt whether she likes me or not ;)

Na Prema..(telugu)

Nake teliyakunda puttindi..

Na madi nindaa nilichindi..

Na Prema!!!

Na kallalo nilichindi..

Na kalalanu penchindi..

Na Prema!!!

..

Ni roopu geesnidhi..

Tanalo taane murisindhi..

Na Prema!!!

Nuvve na gamyam..

Nuvve na sarvasvam..andhi..

Na Prema!!!

Kallu levu..chevuluu levu..

Maata ledu..Roopame ledu..

Na prema ki..

tana meeda tanaki nammakam tappa.. Na prema ki emi ledu..!!!

..

Aa Nammakam cherigina roju.. :'(

Na swaasha ki viluva ledu..

Na jeevithaniki ardam ledu.. :((

Feeling her presence around Me!!! (Love Quote-4)

Every single "thing" in my world..

Now, turned into a "Memory" of her!!!

Love Quote-3

"Smile costs Nothing.."

But A Girl's Smile can cost a (Boy's)Life! ;)

Love is not a Game!!!

Love is not a game to win or lose!
It's just a feeling that gives man a hope to live..!
If it is gone
He is just a dead-man!!

Quote-2

I wish, there could be a medicine..

To KILL Love!!!

We'll be in Love!!!

It was past midnight..

and the City was sleeping..

Except me! and the Moon along with his friends in the Sky(Stars)!

Watch her sleep like a doll..

God shez so beautiful.!

The Moon winked at me and blew

a cool breeze from the balcony, which made her hold my hand tight close to her!

I caressed her..brushing her smooth hair..

I touched her blue eyes..pink cheeks..and

her red lips! when she kissed my hand suddenly!

and whispered, "I Love You!" with sleepy eyes and smiling at me..

She offered me a hug and I was in her arms the next second replying,

"I Love You too"

..

She saw the Astonishment in my face and said,

"I would be watching you, every single second! Don't think that my eyes were shut..I live in your heart!"

We were in Love! infront of the Lovely Sky

We were in Love!!!

..

..

And now I'm still awake!

It was past midnight..

and the City was sleeping..

Except me! and the Moon along with his friends in the Sky(Stars)!

But now..

I was Watching her Pic!

God shez so beautiful.!

The Moon seems so dull and went behind the clouds..

I was watching her pic!

As she left me and travelled into the beautiful sky

I was left alone!

But her words,"I would be watching you, every single second! Don't think that my eyes were shut..I live in your heart!" echoed in my mind..

I took her pic and

touched her blue eyes..pink cheeks..and

her red lips! and she kissed my hand suddenly!

I looked at her Pic..and I smiled at her, remembering those memories..

I know this isn't real!

But i just believe that, "She is with me!!! and She will be!!!"

and We will be in Love!!!

Love isn't a Physical thing..It's a Endless feeling!!!

I deleted your number..
But I can't erase it, from my mind! :(

I closed my eyes..not to see your pic..
But I can see your image in my eyes! :(

I erased your name, which was written all over my room..
But I can't control my mind, which thinks of you unintentionally..
as and when I saw your name anywhere else!

I also want to remove your episode from my Life..
But without it, my life seems soo Meaningless!

Then I realized..
I can run away from you..but not the Love, I had for You!
As it resides in Me and will be with Me forever and ever!!
To remove it..I should break My heart!!!

Meaning of Love!!!

Love makes you forgive the Biggest mistake!
Love makes you try with your hardest Luck..
And do the most impossible thing that you can imagine..

Love can create or can also destry One's Life!

Love is the toughest thing to forget..
And the Sweetest thing to remember..

No matter how and what it is..
It is the most beautiful thing that can happen in One's Life..!!! ;)

I can't Control My Love!!!

I can't Stop looking at your Beautiful eyes..

I can't forget your gorgeous smile..

I can't control to write my name beside yours..

I can't control to touch you, when you are stand close to me..

I can't imagine my world without you..

My dear!!!

I can't control my mind which thinks about you..

I can't controol my heart which beats for you..

I really can't imagine my world without you in it..dear!!!

As you are a part of me!

And the sweetest place for love, in my heart is occupied by you!! My Sweet heart!!!

No one can change or replace it..

I can't bear the love I had for you!

and I certainly can't control myself to say,

"I Love you...!" O dear..!!!

A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 5)

We reached our Guest house, and I was lost in her thoughts. I went for a shower and freshed up. We have been allocated a Room on top floor and, Mom and other Lady batch were getting ready to go out for shopping and asked me to come with them.I don't know what's happening to me and I want to be alone, so I said "No!" and went up to the terrace and started roaming aimlessly . And my thoughts were roaming around her, what she would be doing now? Was she thinking about me or she isn't? where she would be? May be she would have gone out for shopping like all the usual girl's does! May be..Yes, May be she could be doing that. As girl's are too crazy about shopping whenever they come out for a trip. "Yes, may be I should give a try", I said to myself and ran downstairs to our place and said to mom excitedly, "Mom! I'll also come!". She was puzzled, "You said You wont come with us!" "But now I want to, I will be bored here, staying with old people. Please take me too.!",saying these words I squeezed her hand. "Ok ok, get ready! quick!!", she agreed. I know I am taking a huge risk for a small chance of finding her! But I'm too mad about her, to take any kind of risks.

We started at 7, and I realized that, I did a BIG mistake! Shopping with Ladies is the One of the worst things that a guy can do! They were going into every other shop and taking out items which ever looks flashy or new to them, will discuss about the price infront of the shop-keeper that it's not worth the price or it is delicate for us and they finally throw it on the shop-keeper's face or mine to carry it, if they bought it. I was nothing more than an unpayed porter carrying all the luggage and taking care of the kids who were running around. And mean while I searching inch-by-inch among the huge crowds for her. I searched and searched but cant find her. I even searched in the Restaurant where we had our dinner. Even then, no result and I felt like I was Lost.

On the next day, I offered my hair to Lord Venkateswara and went for Darshan. Even in the Queue, I was searching for her. But nothing is going in my way and I was losing my confidence slowly that I cant find her. By afternoon, I started not to think of her but it was very difficult to do that. We had lunch, while the Ladies went for shopping again and then asked one of us to accompany them for lunch. But none of us wanted to go and my dad forced me and my Brother-in-law, Ram to go and I left cursing him.

The restaurant was bit far from our guest house, so we took a Jeep and took them. Me and My Brother-in-law went for a walk. We passed through a bus stop and I SAW HER!!! Wow!! She is it!!! She is!!! I stopped suddenly and insisted Ram to stay in the bus stop and she started asking stupid questions, "why here, we'll go somewhere come! " and all.. But I neglected him and his words.

She was with her parents on the opposite bus stop. She saw me and that look of her Made blood rush through my veins and I started hear my heartbeat Harder, but she turned her gaze away! OOww She didn't recognize me!!? That thought drove me crazy! Why didn't she!? She forgot me?? I was completely lost! And I feel like the World around me is sinking! I started thinking why? What happened? Oh Lord why is this happening?!!! I cried loudly, holding my head. Lord! Lord! Lord Venkateswara!! OHH shit! My head was shoved ! Scratching my clean head..Oh my God!!! That's why she isn't recognizing me!! and even I'm running out of time. If my Mom and batch finishes their lunch, we have to leave, before that I have to make her know that Im Pradeep! and had to take her her contact or give mine.

I tried to look at her but she started looking away. What to do, what to do!! How..How..! How can I do this!!! Hmm..yes Only thing I might try is, The game we played with our fingers like a man walking on the railing. I starting trying it..I wanted to her to look at me and at times she looked at me..and I showed her the game that we played on the day of our journey! She looked at it, and she was thinking what was this guy doing?!! She kept on seeing it and she looked into my eyes and smiled at her doing some gestures with my hands, and then I dragged the cap on Ram's head and placed it on my head and tried to make her to match my image. She recognized me and she said an OOO! hey you!!! expression and laughed at my try to show her that its ME! haha.. At the end she did! hushhh.

I think she was waiting for a bus, and now I can see that she was very tensed that her bus may come at any time. pii piip! We heard a horn and both looked at the coming vehicle ,praying that it shouldnt be hers and it was a lorry. That was a sigh of relief for us and we both smiled. Mean while my Batch has arrived and were looking for our bus. This is it! This could be the end or the Last chance for me! I took my mom's purse and searched for pen and paper and wrote my mobile no. on it pretending to my mom as if i was talking on phone and noting some friend's number. I know, that our bus that we should get on, was too frequent and will not take more than 5 mins. I looked at her and said with my gestures that it was my ph no. that i wrote it on the paper and pipipipipippppppppp, I heard the horn and this time its my bus and I looked at her and smiled at her. I wrapped a small flower in that paper and got on bus took a window seat that was on right side and i again signaled her that this was my number and the bus started. I saw into her eyes and throwed that into her bus stop. She saw me and smiled back, and said,"Byee.." and we were apart now!!!

(To be Continued..)

Pain of Love(Quote)

I started hating Everything that she Loves!
As they Remind Me of Her!!!

A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 4)

From that instant my chances of getting close to her diminished. My uncles found that I'm acting naughty with her and they don't like things like friendship or love or relations which involve two genders, except marriage :p We were walking apart by a 20 feet and are constantly gazing at each other. We used to play a thing, using our fore and middle fingers we used to make them walk on the railings..like a toy and used to laugh at ourselves.
Time started running out, like the last 1 hour in exams. I don't know, when we have covered 90% of our journey and only half a kilometer was left. Which could hardly take 20 to 30 mins. I started sweating not knowing what should i do? and how should i proceed to her and ask her number or at least her mail id? "Come on! Do something!! Come on!!", I said to myself and prayed "Govinda Govindaa!" and I suddenly found that, my uncles were way ahead of me and forgot me. I looked around for and found her climbing the steps behind me. I waited for her and tried to act casual. She crossed me, giving me a look diagonally with her eyes, which had a smile embedded in it. I called out for her and said, "hey, I forgot to introduce my name is Pradeep! yours?" and held out my hand to her and she took it and said," ____" . The touch of her was so soothing and her hand was so velvety! I held her hand and kept shaking it for almost 2 Min's without spelling out a word. I kept on looking into her eyes and watching her, who was hiding her smile! then i started,"heyy, had cool journey right?!!" .."Yes! It was nice", she replied. "I mean, this weather and the nature..hmm you and.. me.. aahh 'we' getting together like this..and OUR journey",I mumbled not knowing how to proceed further. "Hmm yes!", she said watching my face and rubbing her hands, folding them and doing all the tense actions that she can.
She wants me to ask her no. or some contact info, I can see and know that but i stood there like a stone without spelling a word. No! not this time! Iam not going to lose her!! I have to ask her! and I will ask her!! as I will!! and I can!!! I can!!! I said to myself. Turned to her "Ah, can I have your pho......" before I said those words. I saw my uncles coming towards us and were very close to me. and I saw into her eyes with all the pain that I'm going to lose her and she had the same in her eyes. I said "bye" and left towards them and said some story to them in order to convince them, why i lagged behind them. I turned back and saw her standing and gazing at me. I hit my face with fist and cursed myself.
It was almost 5 in the evening and dark clouds started to gather on our head and it started lightening. It was like some symbolism that nature was showing as my short and sweet love story may going to end here. I felt the pain in my heart and looked back but i cant find her. We almost reached the end point and were about to leave for our hotel when it started raining. We searched for a shelter and ran to an old rock sculpture and stood inside it and she was standing next to me! That 10mins, I will not forget in my whole life. She was standing very close to me, our hands and shoulder part were touching. I have learned chemistry in my school but then, I felt the chemistry in my body. I touched and held her hand, which gave me a feeling that I own her. She neither resisted nor took her hand away which gave me the answer for my question "Does she likes me??" There was a lot of people coming under the roof of the sculpture so, she was moving more closer to me..in fact, I was moving towards her. I dare not to look at her, but I'm unable to control myself and looked at her. She was seeing into my eyes with wet hair strands falling on her face and I saw her lips, which are irresistible beautiful , which made me uncomfortable. At that moment I fell.. I fell in Love!!! can't say exactly with her or her Beauty!!! But I want her for my whole Life.
But suddenly the rain stopped! And My uncles started to drag my hand with the, saying that we have to leave soon or it may rain again. My legs were stuck there to earth saying 'not to move away for her!' . But they, took me away from her! and I started watching her until she disappear in the crowd. And I don't think I could find her ever again.
(To be continued...)

Uncomparable Love!!!

I Care for U like a Mother!
I trust U like a Father!
I guide U like a care-taker!
I help U like a Friend!
But..
I Love U.. like No one else in this world does! My Love!!!

Born for U!!!

When I fell in Love with U..
I found the reason, why God had created me..!!!
My eyes.. are to watch U for the whole Life!
My ears.. are to listen every single word that U speak!
My Lips.. are to pair-up with Urs!
My hands.. are to Curl around U!
My body.. is to hug U close to Me..and make US feel, WE are One!
My Heart.. is to Love U! as long as I Live!!!
Love U..My dear!!!

She is My Sweet Thief!!! ;)

She's My Sweet thief..
as She stole My heart..!!!
But im neither Angry nor
nor Complained to anyone about her theft!!! haha
..
Rather, I felt Very Happy for it!!!
and I started enjoying the Sweet feeling that..
My Heart is with her from Now!!!
..
She was soothing it, with all her Love and Care for Me!!!
which makes me..
Feel Her Love!!!

I'm Jealous!!!

I'm Jealous..
Of the Mirror, which can see her daily!
I'm Jealous..
Of her clothes, which can hold her tight!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her Teddy, to which she gives a Kiss every night!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of Stars and the Moon, which she stares for hours!!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her parents, who had seen her grow from her baby to a beauty!!!!!
hahaha...
I'm Jealous.. of everything She likes! other than Me!!!
coz,
I Love her More than ME!!!!

One Day! I'll Raise!!!

No matter how many times I fall..
How much Hard I hit the Ground..
How much deep I fall..
I believe that..
...One day..I'll raise..
I'll raise like a Burning Lava from an Errupting volcano..
high and fast.. fuming all the pain I had kept in my heart!!!
One day..I'll Raise!!!

A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 3)

Hmmm..Im Loving this thing. I was feeling a sort of excitement..anxiety..a happiness, that I have never experienced ever before. I was like flying in the air. But, I dont think this is Love! As, I never believe in people saying, about "Love at first sight or second sight or whatever.." As I strongly believe that, Love is a bond that is generated only between hearts but not between eyes, which comes only from beauty. But I can say this, "I can Live my whole Life watching her..I Love to see her beauty!" Her face was whittish and her cheeks turn to pink when she smiles, which is as beautiful to watch, as a Rainbow..She had a long hair, which dances on her hips when she walks.. Her eyes are the most amazing part, that attracted me! She had a magic in her eyes and I wonder that, she could even talk with them.. Her body was one of the most perfect things that I had seen in this Nature ;) And I fear that, I'll fall in Love with her Beauty before I Love her heartfully!!!
Debating in myself about, Love between Hearts against Love for Beauty we reached half of the journey. We reached a Sanctuary which was arranged by the forest dept. of Tirumala for deers, peacocks and other animals living around the hills of tirumala. We prayed infront of huge Hanuman and were searching for water as we were feeling very thirsty and tired indeed. I saw a aquaguard in the corner of the walk way and took a bottle to fill it up. Mean-while my uncles also fulfilled their thirst and we sat in the shade of an old layout with sculptures which were out of their original shapes. We were about to start our journey and I was searching for my darling! i saw her walking towards the water outlet and I know, I had very less time to get by close, with her. I started drinking water which I brought with the bottle and I finished half of it. I showed the half empty bottle to them and ran saying that I'll bring water again, and ran towards her.
I stood next to her, and was acting as if I was desperately waiting for the water. She gave a half naughty smile, which says "I know, you'll be doing funny things like these.. to come to me! " and I acknowledged with a shy smile, not knowing what to say. Then I started talking to her, "Hey, where were your parents are they coming behind us? " I questioned like a big old man, wanted to talk some crap with a young girl. She was shocked to my awkward question, and said "I donno! they were too slow..may be, by this time they will reach 800 steps or so I guess", she answered. "Do you have a Boy-friend?", I slipped.. changing the topic from an old-fashioned radio to new remix song. "What?? hmm Boyfriend aa? Why do you want to know??", She queried . "Just like that! casual and a usual question that a Boy would ask a Good-looking girl", I said naughtily giving her a wink. She laughed and said, "What do you think ? any guesses?" I answered it well and too good saying, "well, that depends on my Luck I guess!!!" She laughed again and said, "I wasn't that fortunate enough to experience a relationship till now". I was a bit excited like I got a "A" in Electronics subject and water in the bottle spilled out as it was full and my dress became wet!!! She laughed and left.. and I followed her.. ;)
(To be Continued..)

A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 2)

"I know! this will happen!!!", I said to myself. As like everyother guy, i too had a lot of crushes and short-time love tracks that ran in journeys,marriages,college functions and stopped before I could react and go talk to her. And this too ended in the same fashion, I thought. In the mean-while, We ate Mango slices which are dipped in Salt and Chilli powder, which are so spicy and started our journey after having some juices inorder to re-hydrate. We started and continued in the same way, and the journey for me became even boring. And the worst part is, Im not even carrying a camera. I was very much fond of photography, and would like to photograph every beautiful scene of nature. I cursed myself and in the mean-while some usual thoughts conquered my mind and my feet were covering the distance aimlessly.
We reached a goddess temple on our way, and I have found my angel there!!! and was shocked and excited!!!! ;) She was sitting on the edge of rock from where we could have a scenic view of the green hills and the clouds moving over them. She turned towards me as if I have called and she was astonished to see me and a give a smile which was mixed with surprise and tensed, as I caught her expression of being delighted seeing me. In the middle of such a beautiful situation, My uncle called me "What are you doing out there..Come here!. We'll go into the temple." I left my angel, and went to the goddess and thanked her to bringing her back to me! ;)
We then started walking briskly and she was following back us. So, I insisted for a stop. And I sat there on the railing and started gazing at her. Her eyes met mine for 10 lovely seconds and She crossed us. I waited for a minute, and asserted to start. "Then why did you asked to halt, you just sat for a minute and you are up?", questioned my uncle opening his mouth wide open. I covered up and replied,"We have to reach Tirumala, before it was dark right and it was already 3pm now..come on we have to hurry up" . Agreeing with me, they too started, and I started to walk so hard, like as if I was being chasen by dogs or like I was walking on fire. I paced up, and finally i found her sitting and trying to sneak at me. I looked at her, and gave a smile, she turned her gaze away. "I'll never understand what these girl's thoughts!!! uff!!", I said to myself scratching my head. We crossed her, and this time I dont want to loose neither her nor this opportunity.
I started to slow down, and even allowing my uncles to cross me. I was crawling like a turtle, one foot after another s.l.o.w.l.y until she came reached me. She was almost beside, and then I picked up all my courage and said, "Isn't it too boring to walk alone?" giving a small smile. "No, actually i wasn't alone. I was with my parents, but they were too slow. So, I was just covering the distance enjoying the nature." She answered, giving a smile back. "So I guess,You are from Medical department?" ,I tried an arrow in the dim light trying to be smart and it was a bull's eye ;) "Yes, micro-biology. How do you know..?", She queried. "Among girls,Only medicine students will be a bit more individual in nature, I guess", I said acting as if I have written a book on "Girls and types". "So, you know a lot of girls, haa?", she asked naughtily.
"Knowing a lot about a single girl, is a mission impossible! How would I know about the whole girls??",I said laughing. And my uncle called out, "Pradeep Pradeep! Come, you are walking like your Grand-mother!!! Come fast!! ". "Ok c u", saying this, i went rushing towards them and glanced back at her, and gave her a wink! she gave me a smile of some kind that I have never seen, and it carried me a message that means, "I know, that You like me..and I like that!!! ;)" hahaha..

A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!!

Mom was packing luggage and Stuff for our trip. We planned to leave for Tirupathi, as I got selected for TCS and was called for Training at Trivandrum,Kerala the next month. We left on that evening along with Mom's Brothers and their families. We reached there by 7 in the morning and we were planning to reach Tirumala taking the Pedestrian path. The problem is, we have to book a room on Tirumala hill before we reach there by walk. So, me and two of my uncles along with my Dad left to Tirumala by hiring a Jeep and took care of the proceedings with rooms and locking luggage in them. My Dad was little weak to walk up,so he said that he'll be staying in Room and we thought of going down and walk up again through the steps, as we usually give it as offering along with our hair to Lord Venkateswara. By the time we are done with booking the rooms, the remaining pupil walked up to the hill. So, we took our lunch and left to the start point of the Walk-way up to Lord Venkateswara's Tirumala.
There were 3550 steps, and nearly 7 KMs to be covered up to reach the destiny,heaven(Tirumala) where Lord Venkateswara is said to be treated as Living there, even now. It would take approx. 4 to 5 hours to walk those 7 divine hills and I thought, it will be fun walking along with my brothers and cousins. But as they all left earlier, i had to walk with my uncles which would be comparatively boring. We started our journey through pedestrian path at Alipiri.
As I have guessed, the journey was quite boringly and dead slow. We were sorry 'They were' taking breaks, to relax of 10mins for every 5mins of walk i.e., for every 10 or 15 steps. And they started talking of 'how to change Indian politics and can Chiranjeevi do it?!! (lolzz)'. Im not sure, whether to participate in their discussions or not. If I do, Im sure they are not gonna agree with me and views about politics and our politicians and if I'm not saying a word, they would say 'why are you so, arrogantly walking? what's wrong with you!'. So I called up God to help me out saying, "Govindaa Govinda!" with which I want to carry my message, "Oh God!, pleaseeee help me!!". And instantaneously, He showed me the Way out to Heaven, that it is the moment I saw her for the first time! who was walking next to Us.
In the begining, she started the journey with her parents and then, as they were climbing too slowly she was moving herself alone up the hills!. She used to glance at me,when she takes a break and looks down, when we move towards her, as I was starring at her like a small boy looking out for an ice-cream (lolzz). The Silent looks between us went for almost for half an hour and then I started giving her a smile. And I was amazed to get back hers everytime oops not Everytime..sometimes ;) and We reached "Gaali Goopuram", which means we crossed 1000 steps,and where we took a loooong break of half an hour and She disappeared from my sight.
(To be Continued..)