And we fell apart..
Don't know whether she had taken my number or not! This is a very important IF condition, which decides the path of my life. I just, hope that she did took that paper and one-day she would definitely call me!
Days..weeks..and months passed by. It's been 45 days since I have seen her and my shoved head grew back normal. In the mean while, I'm just resting in home waiting for the call letter to join the firm. Since I'm idle, it was very difficult to control my thoughts for her. Whenever I see a romantic scene on tv or I read some news about tirupathi..my thoughts will turn to dreams of her..her smile..and her beauty! Hmm..i started to realize a funny feeling that, after just 4hrs of journey I'm missing her! Missing her Badly infact..!!!
On the other hand,Slowly..i experienced high-end of mom's love! Which made my love or infatuation look small n silly :( Me and Mom went out everyday..she took me for temples and I took her out for restaurants and movies. It's been 60 good.. lovely days at home, after which I received my joining letter & the training is in Trivandrum, kerala.
There are mixed emotions in home, my parents are happy that I'm going to live myself and also sad that I'm leaving them! Things are done, and I boarded the train heading to "The God's own country". I love travelling and so I started enjoying the journey. "Everything is fine, except one part of my life", the LOVE part. I cursed my luck & checked at my phone causally, 2 missed calls & 1 message.. unknown number. Blood rushed through my veins, when i imagined, "May be it's her!!! :O"
Blood pumped in and out of my Heart, fast enough to produce electricity from it. Anxiety made me unthinkable and I called the number, without even looking at the message expecting her sweet voice. I cleared my throat and was on my mark to go..call connected. "Hello.??" I throwed my word loudly "Hello..dude, where are you? We have reached trivandrum!!!" My friend srikanth enquired. "oh", I said disappointingly "umm I'm on the way, will reach tommorrow. I will call u then, I'm not feeling well..k bye" without listening to his reply I hang up. I laughed sarcastically at my own foolishness and went to sleep..
"ting ting ting...welcome to vijayawada!!" Railway announcement woke me up. Rubbed my eyes, and checked the time..its 5 in the evening, there are few new passengers in my opposite berth. A girl who is reading some magazine and I can see only her eyes..and two middle-aged couple probably their parents I guess. I went to wash my face, then I realized that they look familiar to me. Anyhow, I thought there is a new love story to happen. I went and sat at the window seat opposite to her. I can only see her eyes, and I can notice that she's smiling gazing at me as her eyes turn smaller when she did so. And even her parents are looking familiar to me. Oops! I don't think its a new story.. But, it's the old one only..O my gosh! It's the old one itself I guess. It is her! Whom I missed all these days.. Noticing that I remembered her..she kept the magazine away showing her beautiful face, which I missed for sooo long! I wanna go hold her tightly, but I cant :( All of a sudden I feel like 1KV of electricity passed all over my body, my mind went blank & Of my 5 senses only eyes are functioning, just watching her :)
We say into one others eyes for another 5- 10 mins and smiled at each other for a dozen times. Then i thought lets not waste this opportunity now.. "c'mon dude BE BRAVE! u gotta do this! " I said to myself. But before that, i need some input, whether she really missed me n love (atleast like) me or not & I got off from my seat, went to the door. My seat is the last box in the compartment and so, when i hang at the door i can see her. And i started spying her..she is cool for 5mins, after 10mins she looked a bit worried. Even then, i didn't show up. Finally, she came over searching, from her seat towards the door. She stood at wash basin styling her hair and looking for me..while i was facing the other side. Suddenly, i turned back, went towards her and all of a sudden, train squeaked a sudden break when she fell on me and held me. I was uncontrollable and held her a bit tight P.S. she didn't resist. I'm almost into heaven for 5 lovely mins. when she slowly moved from my arms. Today my luck is so great, the train hits one more break and she's in my arms again, this time more closer and tighter ;). Her breath is so warm, I can feel it on my chest. Woww..I thought, O God! please stop this moment forever.. I just want to hold her and stay like this for my entire life. The train's loud horn, scattered my dreams when she moved away, smiling & dressing her hair back her ears. She walked back to seat and i followed her, as i got answers for my doubt whether she likes me or not ;)
Cool :-)i really liked the piece!! Romance and romance and romance in the air!
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