From that instant my chances of getting close to her diminished. My uncles found that I'm acting naughty with her and they don't like things like friendship or love or relations which involve two genders, except marriage :p We were walking apart by a 20 feet and are constantly gazing at each other. We used to play a thing, using our fore and middle fingers we used to make them walk on the railings..like a toy and used to laugh at ourselves.
Time started running out, like the last 1 hour in exams. I don't know, when we have covered 90% of our journey and only half a kilometer was left. Which could hardly take 20 to 30 mins. I started sweating not knowing what should i do? and how should i proceed to her and ask her number or at least her mail id? "Come on! Do something!! Come on!!", I said to myself and prayed "Govinda Govindaa!" and I suddenly found that, my uncles were way ahead of me and forgot me. I looked around for and found her climbing the steps behind me. I waited for her and tried to act casual. She crossed me, giving me a look diagonally with her eyes, which had a smile embedded in it. I called out for her and said, "hey, I forgot to introduce my name is Pradeep! yours?" and held out my hand to her and she took it and said," ____" . The touch of her was so soothing and her hand was so velvety! I held her hand and kept shaking it for almost 2 Min's without spelling out a word. I kept on looking into her eyes and watching her, who was hiding her smile! then i started,"heyy, had cool journey right?!!" .."Yes! It was nice", she replied. "I mean, this weather and the nature..hmm you and.. me.. aahh 'we' getting together like this..and OUR journey",I mumbled not knowing how to proceed further. "Hmm yes!", she said watching my face and rubbing her hands, folding them and doing all the tense actions that she can.
She wants me to ask her no. or some contact info, I can see and know that but i stood there like a stone without spelling a word. No! not this time! Iam not going to lose her!! I have to ask her! and I will ask her!! as I will!! and I can!!! I can!!! I said to myself. Turned to her "Ah, can I have your pho......" before I said those words. I saw my uncles coming towards us and were very close to me. and I saw into her eyes with all the pain that I'm going to lose her and she had the same in her eyes. I said "bye" and left towards them and said some story to them in order to convince them, why i lagged behind them. I turned back and saw her standing and gazing at me. I hit my face with fist and cursed myself.
It was almost 5 in the evening and dark clouds started to gather on our head and it started lightening. It was like some symbolism that nature was showing as my short and sweet love story may going to end here. I felt the pain in my heart and looked back but i cant find her. We almost reached the end point and were about to leave for our hotel when it started raining. We searched for a shelter and ran to an old rock sculpture and stood inside it and she was standing next to me! That 10mins, I will not forget in my whole life. She was standing very close to me, our hands and shoulder part were touching. I have learned chemistry in my school but then, I felt the chemistry in my body. I touched and held her hand, which gave me a feeling that I own her. She neither resisted nor took her hand away which gave me the answer for my question "Does she likes me??" There was a lot of people coming under the roof of the sculpture so, she was moving more closer to me..in fact, I was moving towards her. I dare not to look at her, but I'm unable to control myself and looked at her. She was seeing into my eyes with wet hair strands falling on her face and I saw her lips, which are irresistible beautiful , which made me uncomfortable. At that moment I fell.. I fell in Love!!! can't say exactly with her or her Beauty!!! But I want her for my whole Life.
But suddenly the rain stopped! And My uncles started to drag my hand with the, saying that we have to leave soon or it may rain again. My legs were stuck there to earth saying 'not to move away for her!' . But they, took me away from her! and I started watching her until she disappear in the crowd. And I don't think I could find her ever again.
(To be continued...)
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Monday, January 24, 2011
Uncomparable Love!!!
I Care for U like a Mother!
I trust U like a Father!
I guide U like a care-taker!
I help U like a Friend!
But..
I Love U.. like No one else in this world does! My Love!!!
I trust U like a Father!
I guide U like a care-taker!
I help U like a Friend!
But..
I Love U.. like No one else in this world does! My Love!!!
Born for U!!!
When I fell in Love with U..
I found the reason, why God had created me..!!!
My eyes.. are to watch U for the whole Life!
My ears.. are to listen every single word that U speak!
My Lips.. are to pair-up with Urs!
My hands.. are to Curl around U!
My body.. is to hug U close to Me..and make US feel, WE are One!
My Heart.. is to Love U! as long as I Live!!!
Love U..My dear!!!
I found the reason, why God had created me..!!!
My eyes.. are to watch U for the whole Life!
My ears.. are to listen every single word that U speak!
My Lips.. are to pair-up with Urs!
My hands.. are to Curl around U!
My body.. is to hug U close to Me..and make US feel, WE are One!
My Heart.. is to Love U! as long as I Live!!!
Love U..My dear!!!
She is My Sweet Thief!!! ;)
She's My Sweet thief..
as She stole My heart..!!!
But im neither Angry nor
nor Complained to anyone about her theft!!! haha
..
Rather, I felt Very Happy for it!!!
and I started enjoying the Sweet feeling that..
My Heart is with her from Now!!!
..
She was soothing it, with all her Love and Care for Me!!!
which makes me..
Feel Her Love!!!
as She stole My heart..!!!
But im neither Angry nor
nor Complained to anyone about her theft!!! haha
..
Rather, I felt Very Happy for it!!!
and I started enjoying the Sweet feeling that..
My Heart is with her from Now!!!
..
She was soothing it, with all her Love and Care for Me!!!
which makes me..
Feel Her Love!!!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
I'm Jealous!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of the Mirror, which can see her daily!
I'm Jealous..
Of her clothes, which can hold her tight!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her Teddy, to which she gives a Kiss every night!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of Stars and the Moon, which she stares for hours!!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her parents, who had seen her grow from her baby to a beauty!!!!!
hahaha...
I'm Jealous.. of everything She likes! other than Me!!!
coz,
I Love her More than ME!!!!
Of the Mirror, which can see her daily!
I'm Jealous..
Of her clothes, which can hold her tight!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her Teddy, to which she gives a Kiss every night!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of Stars and the Moon, which she stares for hours!!!!
I'm Jealous..
Of her parents, who had seen her grow from her baby to a beauty!!!!!
hahaha...
I'm Jealous.. of everything She likes! other than Me!!!
coz,
I Love her More than ME!!!!
One Day! I'll Raise!!!
No matter how many times I fall..
How much Hard I hit the Ground..
How much deep I fall..
I believe that..
...One day..I'll raise..
I'll raise like a Burning Lava from an Errupting volcano..
high and fast.. fuming all the pain I had kept in my heart!!!
One day..I'll Raise!!!
How much Hard I hit the Ground..
How much deep I fall..
I believe that..
...One day..I'll raise..
I'll raise like a Burning Lava from an Errupting volcano..
high and fast.. fuming all the pain I had kept in my heart!!!
One day..I'll Raise!!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 3)
Hmmm..Im Loving this thing. I was feeling a sort of excitement..anxiety..a happiness, that I have never experienced ever before. I was like flying in the air. But, I dont think this is Love! As, I never believe in people saying, about "Love at first sight or second sight or whatever.." As I strongly believe that, Love is a bond that is generated only between hearts but not between eyes, which comes only from beauty. But I can say this, "I can Live my whole Life watching her..I Love to see her beauty!" Her face was whittish and her cheeks turn to pink when she smiles, which is as beautiful to watch, as a Rainbow..She had a long hair, which dances on her hips when she walks.. Her eyes are the most amazing part, that attracted me! She had a magic in her eyes and I wonder that, she could even talk with them.. Her body was one of the most perfect things that I had seen in this Nature ;) And I fear that, I'll fall in Love with her Beauty before I Love her heartfully!!!
Debating in myself about, Love between Hearts against Love for Beauty we reached half of the journey. We reached a Sanctuary which was arranged by the forest dept. of Tirumala for deers, peacocks and other animals living around the hills of tirumala. We prayed infront of huge Hanuman and were searching for water as we were feeling very thirsty and tired indeed. I saw a aquaguard in the corner of the walk way and took a bottle to fill it up. Mean-while my uncles also fulfilled their thirst and we sat in the shade of an old layout with sculptures which were out of their original shapes. We were about to start our journey and I was searching for my darling! i saw her walking towards the water outlet and I know, I had very less time to get by close, with her. I started drinking water which I brought with the bottle and I finished half of it. I showed the half empty bottle to them and ran saying that I'll bring water again, and ran towards her.
I stood next to her, and was acting as if I was desperately waiting for the water. She gave a half naughty smile, which says "I know, you'll be doing funny things like these.. to come to me! " and I acknowledged with a shy smile, not knowing what to say. Then I started talking to her, "Hey, where were your parents are they coming behind us? " I questioned like a big old man, wanted to talk some crap with a young girl. She was shocked to my awkward question, and said "I donno! they were too slow..may be, by this time they will reach 800 steps or so I guess", she answered. "Do you have a Boy-friend?", I slipped.. changing the topic from an old-fashioned radio to new remix song. "What?? hmm Boyfriend aa? Why do you want to know??", She queried . "Just like that! casual and a usual question that a Boy would ask a Good-looking girl", I said naughtily giving her a wink. She laughed and said, "What do you think ? any guesses?" I answered it well and too good saying, "well, that depends on my Luck I guess!!!" She laughed again and said, "I wasn't that fortunate enough to experience a relationship till now". I was a bit excited like I got a "A" in Electronics subject and water in the bottle spilled out as it was full and my dress became wet!!! She laughed and left.. and I followed her.. ;)
(To be Continued..)
Debating in myself about, Love between Hearts against Love for Beauty we reached half of the journey. We reached a Sanctuary which was arranged by the forest dept. of Tirumala for deers, peacocks and other animals living around the hills of tirumala. We prayed infront of huge Hanuman and were searching for water as we were feeling very thirsty and tired indeed. I saw a aquaguard in the corner of the walk way and took a bottle to fill it up. Mean-while my uncles also fulfilled their thirst and we sat in the shade of an old layout with sculptures which were out of their original shapes. We were about to start our journey and I was searching for my darling! i saw her walking towards the water outlet and I know, I had very less time to get by close, with her. I started drinking water which I brought with the bottle and I finished half of it. I showed the half empty bottle to them and ran saying that I'll bring water again, and ran towards her.
I stood next to her, and was acting as if I was desperately waiting for the water. She gave a half naughty smile, which says "I know, you'll be doing funny things like these.. to come to me! " and I acknowledged with a shy smile, not knowing what to say. Then I started talking to her, "Hey, where were your parents are they coming behind us? " I questioned like a big old man, wanted to talk some crap with a young girl. She was shocked to my awkward question, and said "I donno! they were too slow..may be, by this time they will reach 800 steps or so I guess", she answered. "Do you have a Boy-friend?", I slipped.. changing the topic from an old-fashioned radio to new remix song. "What?? hmm Boyfriend aa? Why do you want to know??", She queried . "Just like that! casual and a usual question that a Boy would ask a Good-looking girl", I said naughtily giving her a wink. She laughed and said, "What do you think ? any guesses?" I answered it well and too good saying, "well, that depends on my Luck I guess!!!" She laughed again and said, "I wasn't that fortunate enough to experience a relationship till now". I was a bit excited like I got a "A" in Electronics subject and water in the bottle spilled out as it was full and my dress became wet!!! She laughed and left.. and I followed her.. ;)
(To be Continued..)
Monday, January 10, 2011
A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!! (Episode 2)
"I know! this will happen!!!", I said to myself. As like everyother guy, i too had a lot of crushes and short-time love tracks that ran in journeys,marriages,college functions and stopped before I could react and go talk to her. And this too ended in the same fashion, I thought. In the mean-while, We ate Mango slices which are dipped in Salt and Chilli powder, which are so spicy and started our journey after having some juices inorder to re-hydrate. We started and continued in the same way, and the journey for me became even boring. And the worst part is, Im not even carrying a camera. I was very much fond of photography, and would like to photograph every beautiful scene of nature. I cursed myself and in the mean-while some usual thoughts conquered my mind and my feet were covering the distance aimlessly.
We reached a goddess temple on our way, and I have found my angel there!!! and was shocked and excited!!!! ;) She was sitting on the edge of rock from where we could have a scenic view of the green hills and the clouds moving over them. She turned towards me as if I have called and she was astonished to see me and a give a smile which was mixed with surprise and tensed, as I caught her expression of being delighted seeing me. In the middle of such a beautiful situation, My uncle called me "What are you doing out there..Come here!. We'll go into the temple." I left my angel, and went to the goddess and thanked her to bringing her back to me! ;)
We then started walking briskly and she was following back us. So, I insisted for a stop. And I sat there on the railing and started gazing at her. Her eyes met mine for 10 lovely seconds and She crossed us. I waited for a minute, and asserted to start. "Then why did you asked to halt, you just sat for a minute and you are up?", questioned my uncle opening his mouth wide open. I covered up and replied,"We have to reach Tirumala, before it was dark right and it was already 3pm now..come on we have to hurry up" . Agreeing with me, they too started, and I started to walk so hard, like as if I was being chasen by dogs or like I was walking on fire. I paced up, and finally i found her sitting and trying to sneak at me. I looked at her, and gave a smile, she turned her gaze away. "I'll never understand what these girl's thoughts!!! uff!!", I said to myself scratching my head. We crossed her, and this time I dont want to loose neither her nor this opportunity.
I started to slow down, and even allowing my uncles to cross me. I was crawling like a turtle, one foot after another s.l.o.w.l.y until she came reached me. She was almost beside, and then I picked up all my courage and said, "Isn't it too boring to walk alone?" giving a small smile. "No, actually i wasn't alone. I was with my parents, but they were too slow. So, I was just covering the distance enjoying the nature." She answered, giving a smile back. "So I guess,You are from Medical department?" ,I tried an arrow in the dim light trying to be smart and it was a bull's eye ;) "Yes, micro-biology. How do you know..?", She queried. "Among girls,Only medicine students will be a bit more individual in nature, I guess", I said acting as if I have written a book on "Girls and types". "So, you know a lot of girls, haa?", she asked naughtily.
"Knowing a lot about a single girl, is a mission impossible! How would I know about the whole girls??",I said laughing. And my uncle called out, "Pradeep Pradeep! Come, you are walking like your Grand-mother!!! Come fast!! ". "Ok c u", saying this, i went rushing towards them and glanced back at her, and gave her a wink! she gave me a smile of some kind that I have never seen, and it carried me a message that means, "I know, that You like me..and I like that!!! ;)" hahaha..
We reached a goddess temple on our way, and I have found my angel there!!! and was shocked and excited!!!! ;) She was sitting on the edge of rock from where we could have a scenic view of the green hills and the clouds moving over them. She turned towards me as if I have called and she was astonished to see me and a give a smile which was mixed with surprise and tensed, as I caught her expression of being delighted seeing me. In the middle of such a beautiful situation, My uncle called me "What are you doing out there..Come here!. We'll go into the temple." I left my angel, and went to the goddess and thanked her to bringing her back to me! ;)
We then started walking briskly and she was following back us. So, I insisted for a stop. And I sat there on the railing and started gazing at her. Her eyes met mine for 10 lovely seconds and She crossed us. I waited for a minute, and asserted to start. "Then why did you asked to halt, you just sat for a minute and you are up?", questioned my uncle opening his mouth wide open. I covered up and replied,"We have to reach Tirumala, before it was dark right and it was already 3pm now..come on we have to hurry up" . Agreeing with me, they too started, and I started to walk so hard, like as if I was being chasen by dogs or like I was walking on fire. I paced up, and finally i found her sitting and trying to sneak at me. I looked at her, and gave a smile, she turned her gaze away. "I'll never understand what these girl's thoughts!!! uff!!", I said to myself scratching my head. We crossed her, and this time I dont want to loose neither her nor this opportunity.
I started to slow down, and even allowing my uncles to cross me. I was crawling like a turtle, one foot after another s.l.o.w.l.y until she came reached me. She was almost beside, and then I picked up all my courage and said, "Isn't it too boring to walk alone?" giving a small smile. "No, actually i wasn't alone. I was with my parents, but they were too slow. So, I was just covering the distance enjoying the nature." She answered, giving a smile back. "So I guess,You are from Medical department?" ,I tried an arrow in the dim light trying to be smart and it was a bull's eye ;) "Yes, micro-biology. How do you know..?", She queried. "Among girls,Only medicine students will be a bit more individual in nature, I guess", I said acting as if I have written a book on "Girls and types". "So, you know a lot of girls, haa?", she asked naughtily.
"Knowing a lot about a single girl, is a mission impossible! How would I know about the whole girls??",I said laughing. And my uncle called out, "Pradeep Pradeep! Come, you are walking like your Grand-mother!!! Come fast!! ". "Ok c u", saying this, i went rushing towards them and glanced back at her, and gave her a wink! she gave me a smile of some kind that I have never seen, and it carried me a message that means, "I know, that You like me..and I like that!!! ;)" hahaha..
Friday, January 7, 2011
A 7 Hills walk.. took us to 7 Steps of Marriage!!!
Mom was packing luggage and Stuff for our trip. We planned to leave for Tirupathi, as I got selected for TCS and was called for Training at Trivandrum,Kerala the next month. We left on that evening along with Mom's Brothers and their families. We reached there by 7 in the morning and we were planning to reach Tirumala taking the Pedestrian path. The problem is, we have to book a room on Tirumala hill before we reach there by walk. So, me and two of my uncles along with my Dad left to Tirumala by hiring a Jeep and took care of the proceedings with rooms and locking luggage in them. My Dad was little weak to walk up,so he said that he'll be staying in Room and we thought of going down and walk up again through the steps, as we usually give it as offering along with our hair to Lord Venkateswara. By the time we are done with booking the rooms, the remaining pupil walked up to the hill. So, we took our lunch and left to the start point of the Walk-way up to Lord Venkateswara's Tirumala.
There were 3550 steps, and nearly 7 KMs to be covered up to reach the destiny,heaven(Tirumala) where Lord Venkateswara is said to be treated as Living there, even now. It would take approx. 4 to 5 hours to walk those 7 divine hills and I thought, it will be fun walking along with my brothers and cousins. But as they all left earlier, i had to walk with my uncles which would be comparatively boring. We started our journey through pedestrian path at Alipiri.
As I have guessed, the journey was quite boringly and dead slow. We were sorry 'They were' taking breaks, to relax of 10mins for every 5mins of walk i.e., for every 10 or 15 steps. And they started talking of 'how to change Indian politics and can Chiranjeevi do it?!! (lolzz)'. Im not sure, whether to participate in their discussions or not. If I do, Im sure they are not gonna agree with me and views about politics and our politicians and if I'm not saying a word, they would say 'why are you so, arrogantly walking? what's wrong with you!'. So I called up God to help me out saying, "Govindaa Govinda!" with which I want to carry my message, "Oh God!, pleaseeee help me!!". And instantaneously, He showed me the Way out to Heaven, that it is the moment I saw her for the first time! who was walking next to Us.
In the begining, she started the journey with her parents and then, as they were climbing too slowly she was moving herself alone up the hills!. She used to glance at me,when she takes a break and looks down, when we move towards her, as I was starring at her like a small boy looking out for an ice-cream (lolzz). The Silent looks between us went for almost for half an hour and then I started giving her a smile. And I was amazed to get back hers everytime oops not Everytime..sometimes ;) and We reached "Gaali Goopuram", which means we crossed 1000 steps,and where we took a loooong break of half an hour and She disappeared from my sight.
(To be Continued..)
There were 3550 steps, and nearly 7 KMs to be covered up to reach the destiny,heaven(Tirumala) where Lord Venkateswara is said to be treated as Living there, even now. It would take approx. 4 to 5 hours to walk those 7 divine hills and I thought, it will be fun walking along with my brothers and cousins. But as they all left earlier, i had to walk with my uncles which would be comparatively boring. We started our journey through pedestrian path at Alipiri.
As I have guessed, the journey was quite boringly and dead slow. We were sorry 'They were' taking breaks, to relax of 10mins for every 5mins of walk i.e., for every 10 or 15 steps. And they started talking of 'how to change Indian politics and can Chiranjeevi do it?!! (lolzz)'. Im not sure, whether to participate in their discussions or not. If I do, Im sure they are not gonna agree with me and views about politics and our politicians and if I'm not saying a word, they would say 'why are you so, arrogantly walking? what's wrong with you!'. So I called up God to help me out saying, "Govindaa Govinda!" with which I want to carry my message, "Oh God!, pleaseeee help me!!". And instantaneously, He showed me the Way out to Heaven, that it is the moment I saw her for the first time! who was walking next to Us.
In the begining, she started the journey with her parents and then, as they were climbing too slowly she was moving herself alone up the hills!. She used to glance at me,when she takes a break and looks down, when we move towards her, as I was starring at her like a small boy looking out for an ice-cream (lolzz). The Silent looks between us went for almost for half an hour and then I started giving her a smile. And I was amazed to get back hers everytime oops not Everytime..sometimes ;) and We reached "Gaali Goopuram", which means we crossed 1000 steps,and where we took a loooong break of half an hour and She disappeared from my sight.
(To be Continued..)
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