From that instant my chances of getting close to her diminished. My uncles found that I'm acting naughty with her and they don't like things like friendship or love or relations which involve two genders, except marriage :p We were walking apart by a 20 feet and are constantly gazing at each other. We used to play a thing, using our fore and middle fingers we used to make them walk on the railings..like a toy and used to laugh at ourselves.
Time started running out, like the last 1 hour in exams. I don't know, when we have covered 90% of our journey and only half a kilometer was left. Which could hardly take 20 to 30 mins. I started sweating not knowing what should i do? and how should i proceed to her and ask her number or at least her mail id? "Come on! Do something!! Come on!!", I said to myself and prayed "Govinda Govindaa!" and I suddenly found that, my uncles were way ahead of me and forgot me. I looked around for and found her climbing the steps behind me. I waited for her and tried to act casual. She crossed me, giving me a look diagonally with her eyes, which had a smile embedded in it. I called out for her and said, "hey, I forgot to introduce my name is Pradeep! yours?" and held out my hand to her and she took it and said," ____" . The touch of her was so soothing and her hand was so velvety! I held her hand and kept shaking it for almost 2 Min's without spelling out a word. I kept on looking into her eyes and watching her, who was hiding her smile! then i started,"heyy, had cool journey right?!!" .."Yes! It was nice", she replied. "I mean, this weather and the nature..hmm you and.. me.. aahh 'we' getting together like this..and OUR journey",I mumbled not knowing how to proceed further. "Hmm yes!", she said watching my face and rubbing her hands, folding them and doing all the tense actions that she can.
She wants me to ask her no. or some contact info, I can see and know that but i stood there like a stone without spelling a word. No! not this time! Iam not going to lose her!! I have to ask her! and I will ask her!! as I will!! and I can!!! I can!!! I said to myself. Turned to her "Ah, can I have your pho......" before I said those words. I saw my uncles coming towards us and were very close to me. and I saw into her eyes with all the pain that I'm going to lose her and she had the same in her eyes. I said "bye" and left towards them and said some story to them in order to convince them, why i lagged behind them. I turned back and saw her standing and gazing at me. I hit my face with fist and cursed myself.
It was almost 5 in the evening and dark clouds started to gather on our head and it started lightening. It was like some symbolism that nature was showing as my short and sweet love story may going to end here. I felt the pain in my heart and looked back but i cant find her. We almost reached the end point and were about to leave for our hotel when it started raining. We searched for a shelter and ran to an old rock sculpture and stood inside it and she was standing next to me! That 10mins, I will not forget in my whole life. She was standing very close to me, our hands and shoulder part were touching. I have learned chemistry in my school but then, I felt the chemistry in my body. I touched and held her hand, which gave me a feeling that I own her. She neither resisted nor took her hand away which gave me the answer for my question "Does she likes me??" There was a lot of people coming under the roof of the sculpture so, she was moving more closer to me..in fact, I was moving towards her. I dare not to look at her, but I'm unable to control myself and looked at her. She was seeing into my eyes with wet hair strands falling on her face and I saw her lips, which are irresistible beautiful , which made me uncomfortable. At that moment I fell.. I fell in Love!!! can't say exactly with her or her Beauty!!! But I want her for my whole Life.
But suddenly the rain stopped! And My uncles started to drag my hand with the, saying that we have to leave soon or it may rain again. My legs were stuck there to earth saying 'not to move away for her!' . But they, took me away from her! and I started watching her until she disappear in the crowd. And I don't think I could find her ever again.
(To be continued...)
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